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1.
Hollywood 03:28
First day in a new town come to catch what’s going down seems to me no surprise there’s more to see than meets the eyes strike a match and take a puff call the dealer at his bluff take a chance and catch a big cold die before you can get old Peel away the skin from your eyes so you can see I’m not so jaded, I can recognize I’m only being me Trekking down the boulevard whores are out and times are hard with these girls no need for lines twenty gets them every time this is where nameless people drown it’s just a place, it’s just a town all dressed up nowhere to go found dead down on Pico Peel away the skin from your eyes so you can see I’m not so jaded, I can recognize I’m only being me
2.
I’m stuck inside my head come and see me there no where I can hide all my wounds are bare come and make me smile come make me forget pack mne down in ice come make me your pet Bring me candy and kisses bring me whiskey and shut my mouth for me show me my worth in your eyes show me my place and make sure I see yeah I’m going deeper now you can’t hit me here can’t throw me aside control me with fear watch your words with me watch your words my friend Because this is my pain and I won’t see it end Bring me candy and kisses bring me whiskey and shut my mouth for me show me my worth in your eyes show me my place and make sure I see no you don’t want to miss this I know what you want, I know what you need yeah yeah
3.
Chosen One 03:28
Billy was a man who never noticed public frown asked me for a smoke I gave him two wasn’t much for crowds wasn’t much at all Billy knew what he wanted and that was his only flaw always wondered what kept him going how could he live knowing... he said he was the one he was chosen he will come again He’s the second son yes he knows it now he’s come again Billy had no followers no one saw him he was meek and the world was his He was the son of man he was old and haggard Billy knew what he had to do and that was his last regret I found Billy in a dumpster I wonder if I’ll see him again he said he was the one he was chosen he will come again he is dead and gone cold and frozen all for my sin he said he was the one he was chosen he will come again He’s the second son yes he knows it now he’s come again La la la la oooh
4.
Where I'm At 02:40
1989 and passing notes in class so many feelings that he knew would bnever last so many dreams of what he thought that he would be So many years gone by I can’t believe it’s me I never thought about it much, but I guess I knew it And I can’t believe the change though I’ve gone through it Looking back it’s all the same as where I’m at now and I know I’m not to blame for where I’m at now 1995 and working a dead end job dropped out of college to become an urban slob so many years gone down the drain that won’t come back I just hang my head and watch my world turn black I never thought about it much, but I guess I knew it And I can’t believe the change though I’ve gone through it Looking back it’s all the same as where I’m at now and I know I’m not to blame for where I’m at now
5.
I Will 03:25
I will always be here for you I’ll be there when you need a friend and you know that I’ll wait for you as long as you’ll be there in the end I am trying to make a life for you time to step up and be a man painting pictures of love for you Trying as hard as I can doing the best that I can and you know that I love you and you know that I always will and you know that I’d die for you my heart beats for you still just ask me you know that I will I remember your body I remember your softest sigh the smell you left on my pillow the tears in your eyes a love that will never die I always wanted a girl who made me feel strong stood by me right or wrong I knew right from the start that you were the one you were the one and you know that I love you and you know that I always will and you know that I’d die for you my heart beats for you still just ask me you know that I will
6.
Carnival Boy 02:38
They’re fencing me in again And I can’t let them win It’s me against the world And I won’t give in I never get no rest Your guilt trip’s off my chest I slowly lose my mind But that’s what I do best So play it again, Carnival Boy We made it so fucking easy You’re always so eager to please You’re on your knees Once again Do your dance, Carnival Boy You know we got a lot in common You hold it all against your mom and You don’t call her anymore I’m shouting up to the sun I’ve barely just begun I’ve made a list of complaints And I’m not nearly done I won’t go quietly I’m taking some of you with me I will make a fuss Until I get my way So play it again, Carnival Boy We made it so fucking easy You’re always so eager to please You’re on your knees Once again Do your dance, Carnival Boy You know we got a lot in common You owe it all to your mom and You don’t call her anymore Here I am shouting victory And it’s a fucking joke to me Crawling from under my rock to see the sun I’m seldom seen in this place I don’t like to show my face Hanging around these people makes me feel Just like I’m dumb, dumb, dumb, Dumb.
7.
Gravity 02:38
I don't want to be in a place I'm not wanted so kill me I don't want my mind and my heart to be haunted so kill me Kill me fast so I won't suffer Kill me please, I ask mother don't let me go on, growing up fucked I don't want this life so please take it from me I don't want to know the hate and pain of life so kill me I don't want a mother who can't be a wife so kill me don't let me go on, with a father that's gone Don't toy with my head, I just want to be dead
8.
Dodgeball 03:20
They forgot about us pretend they didn’t care form a ring around us circle ‘round the squares throw the ball and hit us with a snarl and dripping nose eyes that penetrate us aiming high or low I tired of this game But I’m not ready to quit I don’t know which will hurt worse giving up or getting hit and it seems it will go on forever Red rover send Jimmy right over but now he’s got a gun All the mothers just scream and hold their heads saying lord, what have we done they tried to turn him on to Jesus and things he didn’t understand They wondered why he didn’t play with the other kids but they couldn’t see his brand I tired of this game But I’m not ready to quit I don’t know which will hurt worse giving up or getting hit and it seems it will go on forever
9.
Either Way 02:41
Can’t turn out the light Can’t tune you out of my mind’s eye a helpless soul in flight coming around tonight Can’t get you out of my head Can’t believe what you said tasting the tears I’ve bled swallowing what I am fed and I don’t know if I can make it through the night trust it will be alright I can’t keep up this fight I don’t believe what I’m told tear the fringe of my soul feeling a bit too old fiotting right in the mold my voice is clear and loud my head is held up proud standing out in a crowd hinding behind this cloud and I don’t know if I can make it through the night trust it will be alright I can’t keep up this fight and I don’t know if I can make it through the day I guess it will be OK I’m gonna live either way
10.
Down 03:25
twenty five and counting what do I have left where life is supposed to start my fate line was cleft brown bag my fancy leave me to sit what started so promising has now turned to shit Got to hang on can’t lose my head two feet on the ground keep my dreams fed black balled and blistered thumb to my chin last drop from the bottle last stroke from the pen best seat in the house here in the mud some pay in minutes some pay in blood every dream has its price mine’s paid in full I played the prince once now i’m the fool Got to hang on can’t lose my head two feet on the ground keep my dreams fed black balled and blistered thumb to my chin last drop from the bottle last stroke from the pen
11.
Thor 03:51
I call you today on the phone and you say you’re seeing him I guess that’s OK you’re not mine anyway so go to him Don’t you know I think of you more than I should and I wonder sometimes if I’m right I know you’re his and that means you’ll be with him tonight Idle conversation is more than just talk if you read between the lines I shouldn’t do this I should just walk away and bide my time Don’t think I want you to leave him for me two wrongs cannot make a right I know you’re his and that means you’ll be with him tonight I know you’re happy and you’re in love and all of those things that you say when you talk about him But why do you look at me and why do you talk to me and make me feel so dumb for being hung on a girl like you
12.
California 02:56
Coming down I fall again scented summer air a forest of feelings inside her complicated karma train loops through her head builds up the walls that hide her simple simon says the same left foot on red playing the game just to mind her falls over herself again tangled in webs strands of the truth just remind her California is waiting for her this is where it begins and the seasons are getting shorter this is how it will end do do da do da doo California is waiting for her this is where it begins and the seasons are getting shorter this is how it will end California is waiting for her this is where it begins and the seasons are getting shorter this is how it will end

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The first "solo" effort from North Carolina's Joshua West

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released January 1, 2002

Vocals, Guitars and Bass: Joshua West
Drums: Justin Harris
Organ and Electric Piano: Brad Reber
Violin, Bass: Brown Biggers
Backing Vocals: Clay Howard
Trombone: Warren G. Moore

Recorded by Steve Graham
Mastered by Bluefield Mastering

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